seven years after and my english level is still mediocre
I lost three opportunities to work outside banania because of this fucking bad english
what I am supposed to do? commit suicide?
I studied english on an english school only when I was a child and for many years my level was "intermediate". After I had more contact with the Internet my level rose to "advanced", because I never skipped any content in English. I always tried to read any text.
After some years reading texts, books, articles, and watching documentaries, I could read in english and understand english speech without major difficulties, but I still had a lot to improve on free conversation (speech), writing and actually thinking in english.
I believe I have achieved this last level in conversation/speech and writing mostly because of the podcasts in English I listen to. Listening to podcasts helped me a lot to achieve the "fluent english" status in my curriculum without any need to go to english schools.
The job I have today needs fluent english because we contact other teams from Europe and India, and all formal communication and documentation in my job need to be made in english. So I'm not just lying on my CV like most people do.
Of course my english is not perfect and I fall behind anyone who have studied in english schools for long period or lived on some english speaking country.
So, my tip is: try to watch/listen/read everything you can in english, and with no subtitles.